November 19, 2007

It's been a good 7 years



It didn't quite hit me that Sat was the last time I'll ever step into TTP again. I suspect that having been so caught up with work the past month or so has suppressed my feelings for TTP so much so that it now feels as though the dam is ready to burst. The feelings once hidden in the deep recesses of my heart are finally emerging. And now, I'm feeling inexplicably down...This is so strange...I feel like I'm going through a break-up.

And perhaps it is. Afterall, break-ups are also about letting go. And bracing yourself that one day, when the new owners come and inhabit the place that you once knew so intimately, you'll be able to take it in your stride and say, "I wish you well." And when that day comes, the sadness will be taken over by genuine happiness for the new owners and a sense of content that at least, you had a chance in this lifetime to call "it" your own. Albeit for only 7 years. But how wonderful those 7 years were.

It's hard to let go, isn't it? :'(

5 comments:

monster.ru said...

leaving to where?

Joanna said...

eeeeeeee you got blog you neh tell me. i sads :(

Whiner said...

mengru: YWCA for now. Till we find a permanent place.

Jo: I thought I told you?! And all these while I thought you were just too tao to leave a comment. hehe

proj6wings said...

now that i think back, i had to move out of my previous house in serangoon gardens which i had lived in for like almost half my life.
Now, that wasn't as hard as leaving hope centre. i didn't really think that much of it compared to hope centre. argh...

In fact, the last time i jogged past my old house, all i noticed was that they painted my old room pink. -_-''

ian said...

ORD ORD ORD ORD OH!!!!