November 19, 2007
It's been a good 7 years
It didn't quite hit me that Sat was the last time I'll ever step into TTP again. I suspect that having been so caught up with work the past month or so has suppressed my feelings for TTP so much so that it now feels as though the dam is ready to burst. The feelings once hidden in the deep recesses of my heart are finally emerging. And now, I'm feeling inexplicably down...This is so strange...I feel like I'm going through a break-up.
And perhaps it is. Afterall, break-ups are also about letting go. And bracing yourself that one day, when the new owners come and inhabit the place that you once knew so intimately, you'll be able to take it in your stride and say, "I wish you well." And when that day comes, the sadness will be taken over by genuine happiness for the new owners and a sense of content that at least, you had a chance in this lifetime to call "it" your own. Albeit for only 7 years. But how wonderful those 7 years were.
It's hard to let go, isn't it? :'(